OCTOBER NEWSLETTER: SWEET SURRENDER
IN BETWEEN TWO WORLDS
Here it is, August already. And I ask myself, how do I begin explaining what’s been happening for all of us? As the evolution on Earth unfolds and we move deeper into our abstract, all knowing, nonlinear awareness, our primarily left-brained, 3rd dimensional minds no longer have full control. They are becoming useless for comprehension and explanation purposes, which is why many aspects of the world and our lives now seem so perplexing and obscure. This brings challenges for writers like myself, and other lightworkers who are guiding others. If this is you, know that it’s now about how we show the way through the example of our own lives, and the energy that comes through our writing or teaching, not the written or expressed words themselves.
It is also so very,very hard to think at all. And you’d be lucky to have a moment’s notice to do so with time slipping through your fingers. In fact, thinking or trying to figure anything out at this point feels like exhausting, torturous work. (More information shared here in the expanded version newsletter. To read more about the expanded versions or to purchase for $9 go to: http://tealhealing.blogspot.com/2013/03/expanded-version-monthly-updates-on.html#more).
You might also be feeling tortured, exhausted, and at your wit’s end on a regular basis these days. After that astrological, Grand Sextile event that began on July 29th, I can see why. This helped bring about an expansion of consciousness related to the balanced inner masculine/feminine, and a release of old limitations within and without, but it had an element of friction, thus the explosions in interpersonal relationships.
These explosions, emotional meltdowns, or the psychological instability–whatever you’d prefer to call them, are not to be taken lightly. They erupt because we try to hold on, keep it together, ignore, or deny how we feel. Many of us are horrified by what we’re learning about ourselves and others, seeing perhaps for the first time, the degree of hostility, fear, or grief we’ve been carrying. As we wake up and clear our baggage through our awareness, we become willing to make those courageous choices, doing what’s necessary to heal. Like an alcoholic, many are finally hitting an emotional rock bottom.
We have moved in to a new evolutionary cycle, and although some of us are finally receiving fruits for our labor, many of us will not see major life change right away. This is where much of our tension and angst comes from. A friend of mine recently exclaimed, “I’m so overwhelmed with my life! I just don’t want to suffer anymore. I want to be happy. I want to be at peace. I want to be able to say that I love my life and that there’d be nothing I’d do differently to change it.”
We have to learn our lessons–fully and completely–before we can move on from specific issues for good. This is what is so frustrating: the chronic issues and untapped solutions. But the 5th dimensional nature spirits assure me that we HAVE made progress and that we ARE rounding corners, even if it’s unnoticeable through 3rd dimensional eyes. We must keep going and maintain the faith, without knowing how or when it will be done.
I can say for myself, this overall feeling of uncertainty and doubt has led to my arising at 3 a.m. on more than one occasion, begging for answers, questioning the bigger picture of my life and wondering whether I’m just attempting to live out some kind of fantasy. There are many of you out there who feel constantly conflicted about certain aspects of your life–enjoying and yet hating them for different reasons. You may feel stuck between a rock and a hard place, there might not seem to be any clear way to freedom or success. This 3rd dimensional reality (duality and limitation) in combo with the 5th dimensional integration experience (release of density with body/mind) can bring a heavy intensity; a feeling of depression, despair, or wanting to give up or escape. This is why many aren’t choosing to stick around and will continue to exit the planet up until the old world disappears. (More information shared here in the expanded version newsletter).
We have to continually remind ourselves why we have signed up to be on Earth at this time: to ASCEND. It is our soul’s intention (and the goal and prize my friend is crying out for) to get there if not in this life, then in another. When we understand the profundity of what that requires of us, we can keep things in perspective. Although we may long or wish for the good ole’ times of the past, we’ll make things easier for ourselves if we surrender to our ascension destiny, as well as step into our earthly missions. And the nature spirits say this destiny is worth creating. There will be freedom with jobs, changes with money (debts) & banking, true communities, and health (no more illness), all of which many will see in their lifetimes before we get to the 5th.
As a collective, we still reside in the physical, old world. Most of us experience reality in between the two worlds (no longer primarily in 3rd dimension but not fully anchored in the 5th). Even though we’re still in transition, we always have open access to the new world’s ideologies, energy, and consciousness. In our direst moments and times of greatest need, with our intent, we can link back to the new world through the portal in the depths of our hearts. This is how we transcend our current limitations and contradictions, click our heels three times, and begin our return home. (More information in expanded version). If you’re unable to access this inner portal, begin getting yourself into the zone by bringing to mind what makes you smile, finding gratitude, experimenting with your creative/manifesting power in every moment, and connecting with those around you. Then, be present, open up to insights, and expect miracles.
See you around the next bend of the journey,
heather and the nature spirits
5TH DIMENSIONAL ENERGY ACTIVATIONS
These energy activations will help with the following life areas:
*support & solutions for cognitive dysfunction (thinking/speaking/writing)
*creating more time
*healing/releasing longstanding emotional issues (and eruptions)
*comfort with change, taking risks, uncertainty
*accessing 5th dimensional info to shift our biggest problems/challenges
If you wish to receive them, please click on the link in the second paragraph of this newsletter to purchase my expanded version newsletter.
Joyful June and Dreams Come True…
As we begin a new month, we are taking a pause to integrate all of the powerful, life-changing energies of the triple, lunar-solar-lunar eclipses through April and May. And we need it! It has been an overwhelmingly intense last couple of months. It takes great strength and courage to exist on this planet during this shakin’ and shiftin’ time. So be gentle and kind with yourself and others no matter what your life circumstances, situations, or where you think you ought to be.
Enjoy the pause while it lasts because we are coming up on summer solstice in a couple weeks, another cosmic party with plenty of spiritual fireworks. Should we expect the emotional meltdowns of last month? Although this will be another opportunity for cleaning our karmic houses so to speak, I see it as more of an uplifting movement in our evolution. For those who have done their work, there could be a transcendence of old patterns, emotions, and experiences that have kept you blocked or stuck. Not to mention downloads of joy and bliss, like a cool, delicious, ice cream on a sunny afternoon. This is cause for celebration! Two newsletters ago, I wrote that this summer is the time for bringing our babies home and this I see happening for the many… (More information shared here in the expanded version newsletter. To read more about the expanded versions or to purchase go to: http://tealhealing.blogspot.com/2013/03/expanded-version-monthly-updates-on.html#more
As the baby birds outside my window have reminded me over the last week, we are learning to fly. We are ready to soar. The next two weeks (before solstice) will be the time to set our intentions in motion for the greatest success in all the applicable life areas. I’m hearing it’s necessary to get prepared, lay all necessary groundwork for the needed life changes–both emotional and practical. And the birds say, “be ready to be busy if this is what you want; don’t miss out on opportunities that may be available for only brief periods of time.” This preparation must be complete by the time mercury retrograde starts around the 26th of June so that we are ready to move forward. After that, we simply step aboard the streamliner and are whisked into our new lives.
Many of you may be feeling like you still have one foot in both worlds–your old life and your new one. It can leave you with feelings of confusion, anxiety, uncertainty, or disorientation. One minute you were so sure of a decision, and the next you might be questioning your sanity. If you find your life changing with little or no effort, support that seems to come out of the woodwork, and doors opening around you as you consider a possibility, that is your thumbs-up or green light to move forward with a change (even if much of it is still unknown). And yes, things might yet change again, and look differently to you, but you will have taken the appropriate steps to make your new life a reality. I know I can relate to this one in my own life…(More information shared here in expanded version newsletter).
You might also be living your past and future simultaneously, which leaves you even more paranoid or doubtful to say the least. Afraid of experiencing past traumas or mistakes all over again? The best thing to do in either case is to stay rooted in the now. We are changing the past and creating the future through each moment and that is the beauty of being fully present. Notice what is happening, make the needed changes, and master the lessons so that you can finally be firmly planted in your intentional life.
In the meantime, what about that future life? What about our new babies? Does it feel like it’s still a fantasy or illusion, or a destination you’ll never reach? Although we still have more inner work to do to experience the full fledged, big picture of our dreams in action, we will get our wish and have our new start…but it is only the beginning, so we must have patience while things continue to unfold. Despite the waiting time, it is safe to trust the dream, safe to honor the knowingness that tells you to make a change, the calling of your heart to a particular place, vocation, or person. The high councils of Sirius and Pleiades remind me that this summer won’t be a time of let down or disappointment, but a taste of what is to come, like a tantalizing appetizer before the main course.
During this whole process and especially during the solstice time, similar to what we’ve experienced over the last month, we can expect many energetic changes (and bodily symptoms). Dizziness, with or without nausea, disorientation, forgetfulness, ungroundedness, heart palpitations, imbalances with digestion, sensitivity to light and sound, headaches, and backaches are only several of the many. (More info. here in expanded version).
And what to expect for the rest of the collective (those unawakened or newly awakened) during this powerful time? There is a vast, untapped, emotional wounding in this group that must be worked through for the greater good of all on the planet. My sense is that there will be plenty of time and ways for the wounds to be addressed in the coming years (More information here in expanded version). What we can do to help in the process is to focus on healing and shifting ourselves, thus becoming enlightened role models, rising above fear and embracing the excitement of this lifetime’s adventure. Yes, even while facing threatening social and environmental issues! When in doubt, desperate, or hopeless, remember: We are all creating our shared reality as we go along…through what we believe…together.
See you around the next corner of the journey,
Heather & the newsletter guides
Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star: Energy Activations from our galactic friends
You will receive these energy activations from the Sirian and Pleiadian High Councils. They will help with the following life areas:
Get more information on your new babies (aka projects, new beginnings)
How to move more fully out of your old life and into the new
Generating greater perseverance and trust to further motivate and inspire you towards BIG dreams
Healing to ease the bodily discomfort/emotional angst with transformation
Role modeling to those newly awakened, your commitment to the healing journey, while maintaining optimism with life’s ups and downs along the way…
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