September Newsletter: Integration and the Inner Push

September Newsletter: Integration and the Inner Push

I’m taking a time out from the post eclipse energies and this very intense mercury retrograde to write this energy update. It is a doozy isn’t it? If you’re overly emotionally, physically worn out, or at your wit’s end then you’re getting full benefit from it. Why? The energetic downloads from the solar eclipse are so big, many of us will still be integrating them over the next month and even longer. As we draw in these higher frequencies we release what we’re ready for, and what no longer serves us. 

The body is clearing and upgrading, thus the fatigue and aches! Many people are letting go of heavy emotions: fear and grief are the top two. But you might have your fair share of anger, frustration, doubt, shame, or guilt as well. And the mind gets confused as it tries to understand where all the emotions are coming from and what to do about it. As so much of this also comes from other lifetimes/existences there is really nothing to do but let things unfold as they will. Be in the now moment and allow for the releasing. Sit with it. Make space for it.  I can say for myself, this solar eclipse gateway has offered me one of the hugest and longest release cycles I’ve ever experienced since I started my awakening. I can only say I’m extremely grateful to know what’s happening within me or I’d definitely question my sanity !!!
For many lightworkers, issues related to power are highlighted now. We are progressing; moving forward in our roles and taking on more responsibility. Some of us are taking on new roles. In our expanded, sovereign states, we are called to be in full integrity. So we must be clear and discerning;  making right use of our power. With this comes a releasing of any time in this life or another when we were out of integrity with our power. It can be as subtle as wanting for another’s happiness or spiritual advancement. If we reflect on this we know that as wayshowers we can never hold attachment to any outcome for any reason. We can never assume that we know what is best for anyone, what any individual soul wants, or what their values might be. We can only honor and support the path that they choose. 
And then there’s some of the scariest, darkest stuff to look at. When have you disempowered, harmed, or potentially harmed another, and to what degree? Perhaps it was done out of ignorance or unbeknownst to you? Either way, the consequences can be steep. We’re clearing all of that too…
We are doing all of this so we can embrace our power fully and to do this we must trust ourselves. So trust issues are coming up for many right now as well. This is about trusting our intuition and inner guidance with absolute 100% certainty. We make empowered choices and actions from this stance. For those having difficulty accessing your intuition or hearing your guides, or if you feel you’ve been receiving contradicting messages, just know that it’s likely due to this heavy integration period we are in, and much releasing of emotions. Hang tight and wait for the clearing to complete in another week, two weeks tops. Then you’ll be back online in no time, with an even greater trust and a more efficient working of your own inner knowing.
Along with this trust of ourselves comes a trust in the process of our evolution, and in the timing of the unfoldment of events on our journey. This time, especially as we move through mercury retrograde, can trigger impatience and fear. What if we don’t move forward? What if we don’t get what we want? What if our dreams never happen? And when? How much longer must we wait? The list goes on and on…There is no definite answer to any of these questions. Not now. In this time of uncertainty and great change, where these qualities will only be amped up even more as the year progresses, we cannot know. And we can’t rely on outcomes, people, or anything outside ourselves to continue to give us what we want or to satisfy a need or desire. We can only receive true fulfillment, relief, happiness, connection, stability, safety, whatever it may be, within ourselves. 
So now, more than ever, is the time for what my angelic guides call the “inner push.” 
“Push within, to the place of your inner light. Go there to meet all needs and desires. Ask yourself, how will having x, y, and z in your external life make you feel? Find those vibrations and frequencies within your own light instead of wanting outside yourself for an outcome.”
For when we push outside of ourselves, we inadvertently push things away. When we push within, we reach a place of stillness, patience, acceptance, and simply being. This energetic stance naturally draws opportunities and resources to us, and in a much quicker time. We will also then begin to see much of what we desire reflected back to us in our external realities. A great positive in living in these times of acceleration is that the universal energies will support you in all of this, all that is involved in the inner push.
The best part about the inner push is not only the guarantee that you’ll always have all of your needs/wants met no matter what anyone does or how anything plays out, but you will also attain a greater level of self-love. This is truly a jewel or gem that can’t be lived without! When you love yourself, you put yourself first. When you put yourself first you truly serve yourself, creating for you the most joy and highest level of service. 
And according to my Pleiadian guides: “Many of you are afraid to put yourselves first. You’ve been taught that this is selfish and this is one of your culture’s biggest lies. It is deeply ingrained and connected to old programming and survival issues. It has kept you enslaved. Now is the time to have courage and free yourselves. Some of you fear that you will hurt those closest to you if you put yourselves first. But if you are truly loving yourself, doing what serves your own happiness, and that causes pain or loss for a beloved, then that pain is serving them. This is what it means to truly love others as well.”
This is the case for me as I write from personal experience. Most of my old life has fallen away, including some of the humans and animals that were it. Some relationships that remain have changed but the love is still as deep and constant as ever. Was there pain in the transition? Yes. And although it hasn’t always been easy, I can say that everyone involved has grown immensely. When your self love is so great that you are only inspired to lead a life of authenticity, it can only benefit all who you are in contact with. This is true no matter how it may appear. 
And this is the way we serve as lightworkers now. We role-model or show others the way by living our truths. In these current energies and times, it will become more and more difficult to live any other way. It will feel dissonant, resistant, and it will hold us and others back. For most of us now, and those who aren”t already there, we will want for nothing more than to push within, cultivate greater levels of self love, and live from our authentic truth. It is our highest calling and destiny. 
As we complete the integration of the eclipse energies and mercury stations direct next week, we can begin to see the great mystery and evolvement of these destinies appear before our very eyes. 
As the Pleidians have shared before: “September is the month of manifestation. Be clear in your intentions, you’re likely to get even more than you ever expected.”
Sounds good to me!
See you around the next bend of the journey,
Heather & the guides
PS Stay tuned for my next You tube energy forecast mid-September!

May Newsletter: The Retrogrades

May Newsletter: The Retrogrades

This month’s newsletter title says it all. Most of us have felt the intense internal effects of this 5 planet retrograde cycle that will last for the next several months. Although with Jupiter going direct on the 9th and Mercury on the 21st, experiences should lighten a bit and become easier. I’m no astrologer, but I do pay attention to planetary cycles, pagan holidays like the solstices and equinoxes, and eclipses. I read the energy around them like I do when helping any animal or human on their life path. Due to the shift in consciousness happening on earth, at the time of particular planetary alignments, moons, and season changes, we always receive big downloads of transformative energy which help us grow and evolve. 
That’s what this cycle is all about: healing and transformation. I know for me, life has slowed down a lot. If it has for you, this is good. It’s time to go inward. We are getting a big golden opportunity from the cosmos here, to really clean our slates. Start fresh. Get rid of all that baggage. And although this might seem redundant when it comes to the new age “heal thyself” lingo, I can’t emphasize enough that this IS the time. Because when our loads lighten substantially we’ll have the ability to fly free and effortless by the time summer solstice comes around. So ask yourself, how long have you been waiting? For how long have you wanted to see major change in your life? This could be in any area, but for all it can essentially boost us forward in our soul’s authenticity and mission work. Simply put: Be who you truly are and do what you came to do!
It takes guts that’s for sure, and the strength that comes with vulnerability. Think you’ve got it nailed down? If you’re still having emotional crashes and pity parties, you still have work to do. It’s time to  go deeper in your self discovery and ultimately take off those masks! While in the depth you might be feeling great turmoil, doubt, frustrations, or mind-bending confusion. If your world is falling down around you, try not to stress too much.(Ha!). In fact, celebrate it. The same goes for loss. This is the death that comes before the beautiful new beginning with all the gifts, joys, comforts, and abundance that you’ve been creating thus far. 
Back to the pity party though. Don’t beat yourself up if you’ve been going there. You’re meant to feel the drastic swing of emotions; that’s why you are human! Your reaction will begin to change though, more and more, and you’ll be less likely to find yourself going off the deep end. Instead you’ll be more of a witness, still experiencing the feelings, but just noticing. Those who are able to maintain the 5th dimensional consciousness while still in a 3rd dimensional vehicle and world are already creating from this emotionally balanced place.
And this is when the masterpieces become evident. This is where we are all headed. Embracing our own power along the way is essential. As the Pleiadians share, “Only you can heal and transform yourself, or release your illusions of limitation. To be free and sovereign you must play the part. This involves shifting your beliefs, a key piece in the process. Because as humans, you create with your beliefs.” 
So ask yourself, what do you want to experience? Accept the beliefs that support that reality and give them your full attention! This can involve the work of uncovering wounds, patterns, and programming that led to the disempowering beliefs in the first place, yet who can deny the awesomeness of altering your inner life and outer world simply by choosing what to believe?!
There is more to manifesting here. According to the Angelics, “Sometimes you will have difficulty creating what you want because you’ve outgrown particular incarnational contracts with others. At that time it is appropriate for you to call forth the new ones, contracts where all beings involved carry a similar vibrational resonance.” 
Before you incarnate and usually on an unconscious level while here on earth in a body, your soul makes contracts with others that you can potentially work with, live with, serve, or be in certain kinds of relationships with. Even your relationship with different parts of the earth or areas you live in involve a contract or agreement, one where you can learn from each other. But if by the time you meet these beings on your journey you have already mastered what you signed up to work with them on, the contract is then up for review. At that time, the other being or place will feel familiar to you, but you might be conflicted about them. You might also lack the desire to begin the relationship.
If you decide to forego the relationship, then you quickly attract in your next contract. If this one is more vibrationally resonant, than likely it will feel right and you’ll go for it. If not, you again move along to the next one. You can choose a contract that is not a perfect match. But often your time with this other being will be shorter and will perhaps serve more of a purpose of convenience. In this case, there is still always the option that the other being, through their desire to evolve, will rise up and become a vibrational fit in time. But while the contract is up for review, there will come a moment where only you can decide if you want to begin the relationship based on your feelings.
If this transpires during this astrological cycle, the crazy roller coaster ride of the retrogrades might strike you! A recent occurrence in my life exemplifies this. While looking at new places to live with my husband, we took our time, waited, and reflected on the right choice for us. I delayed…perhaps for too long, on my end of the decision. It didn’t look like we would get what we wanted. And then, oh the questioning, the doubt. Did I do the right thing? We turned around and then boom, everything shifted again. We did indeed get offered the place! Back to present and coming full circle. So we went for it! 
Because the truth of the matter is that the future is yet to be seen. And the best advice I can give you is to work with the power of your awareness; your intuition in each moment. This brings the clarity that all of our souls are seeking during this amazingly transformative time. If you are clear and trusting, you truly can’t go wrong in your choices. You can never make a mistake. No matter how many times things change for you, and however topsy-turvy you might feel, you’ll always land with your feet on the ground. You’ll find yourself where you need to be, with the right beings, and for however long it serves all of you. And that my friends, is what this miraculous, highly accelerated time of growth and healing, and mutual love and connection is all about!
Until the next bend of the journey,

Heather & the guides